A lot has changed in the last few days, for the better. I threw out things that reminded me of him, things that were stopping me from moving on like photos, gifts and texts, its made my head a lot clearer and I feel much better. Its time to move on for good. 

I got an interview for college which hopefully means I’ll have something to fall back on if I dont get into university. I also had a telephone interview for a job tonight which I passed so I have an induction at the end on the week and a trial shift on saturday which hopefully goes well. 

Although I act about five i’ve felt very grown up recently with all this talk of uni, driving, jobs etc. I dont want to get old, its scary